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shizz. been tagged. haha not that I have to do it, but I've been at work 6 1/2 hours and now have run out of things to do.
Ten things that make me happy [in no particular order, and not the top 10 either]
10. Boys who play guitar and have amazing voices [hmm probably becuase I'm listening to Ari right now]
9. Fresh chances. A new school year. [thats sort of two, but at least they coincide]
8. Having a job
7. Massages [getting and giving]
6. Re-uniting with my favorite people
5. August 31, 2005
4. Eye candy/ good scenery
3. Long lost cherished things
2. Snail mail [sending&receiving]
1. Concerts
Tagging those who don't write often.
CHRISTY
MARYANN
IONA
ok. how many am I supposed to tag anyway?
worky worky work. Except not really. Still nothing to do, but I don't want to be a lame blogger. bye.
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[07 Aug 2005|06:27am] |
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Taiwan is great. This comp is not. Will tr 2 post from Kaoshung later 2day. Miss u all.
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[07 Aug 2005|06:19am] |
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ａｓｄｆａｓｄｆ ｌｅｔ ｍｅ ｐｏｓｔ ｔｈｉｓ ａｎｄ ｓｅｅ ｉｆ ｉｔ ｃｏｍｅｓ ｏｕｔ ｉｎ ｅｎｇｌｉｓｈ．
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[03 May 2005|09:43pm] |
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( birthdate thingy )
well i think if i hadnt talked to alicia today then i would be feeling much worse now. but finally, i can actually tell someone what i am thinking and she gets it. haha she apparently gets it more than i do... at least she is angrier than i.
REVENGE SHALL BE OURS. fear not. the H-club will strike with a vengeance never seen in the greater fairfax county area. ok im done. but it will be goooood.
hey maybe we should save it for two saturdays from now? so that its actually more relevant, you know? oh, and does chelsea want to come too? cuz that would be fun.
mood=crushed becuase my parents crushed my self esteem today. as if im not already over obsessive about what a load of shit i look like every day, and as if i hadnt changed my outfit three times before i left the house and checked in the mirror too many times and by the time im finally satisfied, well. sensitivity is not their strong point.
i feel like watching garden state.
so alg, cate and i are going to the beach for a week this summer in cate g-rents' beach house in delaware. o.m.g. so excited its ridiculous.
*edit* 10:13
minhjaninjastars: youve got plenty to be happy about, youre beautiful, you have a beautiful voice and your personality is extravagant and caring
minhjaninjastars: i love it.
minhjaninjastars: i love you
friends are a wonderful thing in life. i didnt even complain about not having a personality.
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[24 Apr 2005|09:57pm] |
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im fell in love with ari again today. soo beautiful.
natalieee! thanks for the new layout. i want to pet my computer screen becuase it looks like it would feel very cool.
pooooooooooooooo. not the greatest weekend, but the competition made it not terrible. but it was like the only good thing. well, passover tonight was pretty fun too, but its always better at the wilens household. and shorter. and we make better food.
can i handle the seasons of my life?
i dont even think i have seasons, its like one big... mess of things.ah and such is the journey of life. ok. so, i have nothing to say. i sense this is not going to be the best of weeks, so... i wish everyone of you whom i love so dearly, to have a wonderful week.
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[28 Mar 2005|09:27pm] |
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heehee look! pictures.
only im not really accomplished. that doesnt qualify me as accomplished. no hw done. well, not that there is any due for tomorrow but i do have lots to read.
ok enjoy my pictures and ill see you later. byebye.
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[23 Feb 2005|10:25pm] |
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gavin is really a black woman in disguise. its amazing and beautiful.
oh man. stephen. tomorrow. hoping of course that we have the perfect snowfall that cancells school and doesn't interfere with any other of the days plans.
completely forgot what i was going to update about.
it hit me the other day, when they said we were going to have a junior class meeting of some sort to discuss future plans. that holy bejeezus. i have to pick a college a year from now. greatest thing is i can't wait to be there. its the whole pickin and choosin thats going to be difficult.. but im not really worrying about it now.
my main worry would be: school tomorrow or not?
cannot wait for: thursday night, friday night, saturday day.
love love.
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[14 Nov 2004|06:26pm] |
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well, i was going to make this ultra protected. but instead im going to make it public so everybody is clear on what i think. becuase today i realized, i am sick and tired of people being sneaky and dishonest.
so to put it frankly, i dont give a fuck what you think.
i just dont care what anybody thinks, becuase thats your problem, not mine.
ok, i dont mean to sound so selfish, im just honestly saying that everyone can say whatever they want, i just wont care.
thats all.
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[25 Sep 2004|03:21pm] |
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yay so... i got a dress =D its not the skanky black halter i was hoping for but its cute. speaking of skanky black halters, i did try a few on but the boob-age didnt agree w/ my mom. oh and one that almost fit requirements was hot, except when i bent over my butt was hanging out. the pics are a lil blurry too and not as good as real life, but yeah. i couldnt use the flash cuz it would have reflected off the mirror and what not. sooo ( pics )
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[21 Aug 2004|01:01am] |
whoops, bored... ( survey of my childhood )
so i got my pics developed, the party ones are ok, other random things as well, but for every one that i didnt have my flash on they didnt come out. stupid disposable camera. and all the ones from the concert didnt come out!!!! they would ahve been SOOO good. but the ppl didnt even bother developing them for me cuz they were so dark. urrrg. makes me super mad.
went to abbys to watch olympics w/ kim g and ben tonight, twas fun but i ate too much, once again... uh oh, not to be a party pooper but i hope katie lets us watch olymp.s tomorrow cuz i cant miss it...well i can tape it. oh and this saturday is my moms birthday and were going to DC/maryland the entire day i think. proves to not be fun but i'll deal. well thats it really. my life is pretty boring. i think im going to go to bed a bit earlier, so that way i can wake up ealier and do more school work tomorrow... sounds exciting. oh and check out my webshots, cuz i put spain pics up. i think ill scan some of my other random pics and put those up too.
ok is lj a day ahead?!?!?!? i am SO CONFUSED ABOUT WHAT DAY IT IS. someone shoot me.
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[10 Aug 2004|01:07am] |
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just in case you didnt know... friends only...
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[09 Aug 2004|06:54pm] |
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YAYYY natalie its so pretty and nice to look at now. thank you.
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[09 Aug 2004|05:17pm] |
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hey bekah, i did your journal. it's very...colorful, lol. tell me if you don't like it. kay, ♥natalie
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[17 Jun 2004|10:43pm] |
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ok so i just got back from christys. villalobos's are SO MUCH fun. it was so good.
anyway, i come home and fine some mail on my chair.
so along time ago i did this poetry.com thing to unlock some things on espin.com.. dont ask its really stupid. anyway, i needed a poem so i made up a short thing that was taken from the opus coffee night thing, the haiku frienchie and ben wrote about the bunny driving on the way to school? haha so here it is:
The Bunny
by Bekah Wilens
springtime, the bunnies are born,
little ones hop through grass.
a daring one steps onto the pavement,
watch out! ben is on the road tonight.
uhh. yeah. i actually submitted it for NO GOOD REASON and listen to the letter they sent me.
"Dear Bekah,
After carefully reading and discussing your poem, our Selection Committee has certified you poem as a semi-finalist in our International Open Poetry Contest. Your poem will automatically be entered into the final competition held in July 2004. AS a semi-finalst, you now have an excellent chance of winning one of 104 cash or gift prizes--including the $1,000.00 Grand Prize. You may even win the $10,000.00 Annual Grand Prize! We wish you the best of luck as you compete for these prizes in the coming weeks (a complete list of prizes is enclosed)."
ok, then it goes on about this coffee table book that they make that i can put my poem in for free.... "You are welcome to inclue your motivations, the meaning poetry has in your life, the story behind your poem, or you rpersonal philosophical point of biew. Your biography will be printed on a page by itself, directly across from you poem-- you will thus have two full pages in the book devoted exclusibely to you and your artistry."
hahaha... but theres a fee for that.
"P.S. Bekah, you should be genuinely proud of your accomplishment. Of the thousands of poems we read each year, only a fraction can be published. We are pleased that "The Bunny" will be featured on a page by itself in this classic publication. blah blah buy the book.
P.P.S. As a poet chosen for publication, you will also be eligible to attend The International Society of Poet's Summer Convention and Symposium, to be held in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, August 13-15, 2004. Keep the date, a formal invitation will be sent to you soon."
omg. are they serious.
wow. so insane.
if you dont know the story. we were driving to opus coffee house. ben ran over a bunny. and the poem guidelines were "4 lines, 25 words min." haha. i cant beleive this.
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[05 Jun 2004|05:34pm] |
whooo. feeel the power.
i thought i would be isolated but i found a "business center" at this hotel, which is really like a secret room w/ a comp in it and it says for inhouse guests only, i think that means me but im not sure so im scared someones gonna hear me typing and kick me out. well im about to go get dressed for my 2nd cousins barmitzvah party tonight. his actual barmitzvah service today? 9:15-12:15. um. thats a long time. i thought my cousin was joking when he said that. i dont think ive ever sat so long... listening to a language i dont understand. but either way, i guess it was kinda cool, you know the whole new culture thing and all. anyway, if i dont get dressed soon and do my cousins hair she will bizzatch out at me.
btw. im in new jersey, but the tap water doesnt taste like sulfur. otherwise i would bottle it for elana. ok gots to go.
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[30 May 2004|11:20pm] |
| PARENTAL | | ADVISORY | REBEKAH WILENS CONTAINS
EXPLICIT LYRICS |
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oh yes.
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[12 Mar 2004|07:42pm] |
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( my destinies...memes )
k well my fam [g-parents and aunt] are here so i guess i should spend time w/ them.
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[27 Feb 2004|11:59pm] |
I did it in 12</big></b> seconds.
I deserved an A!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!
yay. i wish i got grades like that in everything.
well here my interim for the quarter, cuz i know u wanna know.
A
F
B+
B+
A
C+
B+
A
woot. check out that F in algebra. and i am darn proud of it too. i stayed after and got my grade up 11%, so its now a 63. wooot! i still have work to do but by the end of the quarter it should be back up to my steady C+. and this sunday im gettin together w/ my official study group for our test next week. dont you hate when you think you do SO well on a quiz and get it back to see you got a 19/36??
this week was a lot of fun. friends are cool people to have around.
ive got 23 more hours for the 30-hour famine, i havnt prayed too much yet but i will work a LOT on that tomorrow. annd... tomorrow IS PIANO ARRIVAL DAY!!!
happy belated 1 year lj! it was yesterday. and i had better post this b4 midnight or it will be 2 days ago.
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[26 Feb 2004|07:42pm] |
birthmonththing.
1. Put your birth month in an entry.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the six that best apply to you.
4. Put all twelve months under a journal cut.
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
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